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Beauty In Chaos

by Phantom Limb

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vtecbrown Your voice is stellar. Believe Again gives me the chilly willies Billy! Great work. Favorite track: Believe Again.
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Shadows of a Modern Life So here we are We couldn't leave this alone It's hard to define We couldn’t let the feeling go Now is the time So give me life and grow It's thickening ahead To live we can't be slow We’ve no time left for games And it’s urgent we don’t take for granted We're coming up on high, Not leaving this place empty handed We’ve learned from our mistakes, Not leaving here how we came in We’re never going back, But the darkness swallows light beyond us… So here we are We couldn't leave this alone It's hard to define We couldn’t let the feeling go Now is the time So give me life and grow It's thickening ahead To live we can't be slow We’ve no time left for games And it’s urgent we don’t take for granted We're coming up on high Not leaving this place empty handed We’ve learned from our mistakes Not leaving here how we came in We’re never going back But the darkness swallows light beyond us… So here we are We couldn't leave this alone But in the shadows of this modern life Can we see without a light? So here we are We couldn't leave this alone But in the shadows of this modern life Can we see, can we see? I can't help you With feeling helpless If you can't trust that We'll find our solace We're both dreamers And you amaze me And we're not helpless If we're not lazy It comes back to what we have inside So here we are We couldn't leave this alone It's hard to define We couldn’t let the feeling go Now is the time So give me life and grow It's thickening ahead To live we can't be slow Can we see without a light, In the shadows of this modern life?
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Getting It Right You know your indecision Has lead you your whole life Oh yeah, a touchy subject Please forgive me for my mind Got knocked up by a rich boy I hope that helped you decide Wish me luck finding the next one Maybe she can ease my mind Take it easy Take your time Get it right Take it easy If it’s right It fits right It must be tunnel vision Again I fail to see Another intermission So fast, we’re in so deep Then forced was a division Without warning set me free You know we could have worked though But we’ll just wash those thoughts away Take it easy Take your time Get it right Take it easy If it’s right It fits right I still feel you sometimes Not that it matters The signs point us onwards The compass has shattered Cashed out, now we both lead the way (it’s over) Black out, don’t think about the way (it’s over) I don’t need anything from you, can you say the same to me? (it’s over) Cast out, now we both start again (it’s over) Now we can move onward
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Empty Matches Light the matches Lose the sadness You can help me Fight the madness I won’t go alone Hear this now and know So many scratches Forming ashes Falling faster It always happens I won’t go alone Hear this now and know Without this, I’m not me Take my hand and see Empty matches Returning sadness Too familiar Fuck you madness I won’t go alone Hear this now and know Without this, I’m not me Take my hand and see Darkness crashes Stark contrasted Explanations But no matter Don’t leave me alone You’d betray your own Together we could be All you’d ever need The madness never ends Now watch as I descend You could be my friend And I could be your end
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Love In Degrees When he looks into you He doesn’t see what you want him to But he sees what they mean That someday, you will be somebody’s queen And when you’re looking at him You fail to see the whole spectrum If you just see what you need Is it like, love in degrees? We all know life is a blur So take a breath, then move forward Are the things we want, Really what we need? Are the signs really so hard to see? Like how she’s always looking for more So he tries hard to ignore Because she’s beautiful And so much more But not the type he dreams of Like love in degrees Oh, no Is that what you need? When he looks into you Do you see more than flickers of clues? Cause if they’re that hard to see You may not fix what there never will be It’s not fair and he doesn’t want to feel the guilt He does care and he doesn’t want to make you hurt Unaware that the loving thing to say to you Is my girl, I am sorry but I think that… We all know life is a blur So take a breath, then move forward Are the things we want, Really what we need? Are the signs really so hard to see? Like how he’s always locked at the door Which she tries hard to ignore Because he’s charming And he knows the score But not the type she needs, (It’s not what you need) Oh, no, no Like love in degrees Is that what you need? Does he see you? Open your eyes Do you see him? Not your design? In degrees there’s Love in his eyes In your heart You love just the side We all know life is a blur So take a breath, then move forward Are the things we want, Really what we need? And are the signs really so hard to see? Since he is always locked at the door, And she continues longing for more, Will they see the signs? Of what they need? Or of love in degrees? (Like love in degrees) Like love in degrees Oh, no Is that what you need?
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Forget the Lines This is the last time I submit to your design It's not the best that I can Even though that's your plan Amongst the sea we all know Don't let the waves take you home Can you see the passage of land Beyond their qualifying hands? I don't belong So tell me, which one is wrong? I'll learn your trade But I won't speak Your language of song, no You can try hard, so hard to Just get in where they're going But who's fooling, When you're in deep, Mouthing lines from the floor? We'll never be our mistakes Unless the fear's all we know Despite the curve balls they’re throwing We’re striking out on our own Amongst the sea we all know Float all the answers we don't Beneath the images we have Above the money we can't We don't belong So who among us is wrong? Watch the parade But you don't need To go and follow along, no You can try hard, so hard to Just get in where they're going What were those words? The magic keys? How about get the fuck away from me? Forget the lines Don't need your keys Break it down, what's right is right for me We're not broken, no We're not tokens, no Forget the lines We've got the moves You've got your rhymes But what's right for you is not right for me Forget the lines You cannot see What good is rhyming when you cannot see? Cause you cannot see me
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Head On 04:01
Head On I’ve got this feeling, I’ve hit the ceiling This is the moment that I'll take until I break away From all the darkness and the loneliness I let invade I've reached the here and now, and I will not fade The world pulses with our fears Our insecurities are still so near Those shapeless eyes are not what's real Step out of time and see how it feels I'll take this head on Now is the time that we go Let's take this head on Oh, can you hear me? This feeling Instigates me To embrace a world that’s crazy Go at it harder You will not shake me Would take much more than this to break me You say you've had it up to here Can't stand decaying with the years Inside you cannot seem to move What's only left to prove Your own fight, own fight You cannot let you lose sight, Don’t lose your sight Let’s take this head on (I’ll take this head on) Let’s take this head on Let’s take this head on Eyes up, bear down (Now is the time that we go) Let’s take this head on (Let’s take this head on) Let’s take this head on Let’s take this head on Eyes up, bear down, go (Oh, can you hear me?) This feeling Instigates me To embrace a world so fucking crazy Oh, you will not break me You say you've had it up to here Can't stand decaying with the years Inside you cannot seem to move What's only left to prove Your own fight, own fight You cannot let you lose sight, Don’t lose your sight Step up, look them in the eyes This life is what you will decide Don't let denial take your pride Embrace the pain and find You’ll never know what you need If you never let the self bleed From this world we cannot hide
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Fade to Horizon Swirling around us Howling inside us A longing so deep for A love to ignite us Stretching our arms to The undying horizon The world that we seek is Never quite beside us So let us jump to a place along the line Trying to reach what we never could quite find I won't stop to find any peace with What is right in front of me Because I'm looking on to the end of time To a place which I know I'll free my mind Nothing here could satisfy this burning Give me what is rightfully mine Swirling around us Howling inside us A longing so deep for A love to ignite us Stretching our arms to The undying horizon The world that we seek is Never quite beside us Out of breath, I've lost focus and direction Still I'm spinning towards the sun One day I'll embrace these waking moments ‘Til then the battle's just begun Cause after all I see and I hear There’s nothing left but desire and fear So I guess, I'll just hold my breath For the horizons drawing ever near It’ll fall into place It’ll fall into place Swirling around us Howling inside us A longing so deep for A love to ignite us Stretching our arms to The undying horizon Give us some peace to Help us feel alright with Swimming in circles In a sea that denies us Any chance we have at Removing our blinders I stare into space Beyond the moon and the stars And I hold out my hands The great escape is on mars My arms open so wide With no solace in sight But I know In the end It’ll be alright It’ll be alright It’ll be alright Yes I know, Because I feel That one day This all will be Nothing more Than a memory.... (Oh, just whenever?) (Yeah, and hold it)
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Believe Again Life is crazy Sometimes It’s so hard to know how we got here as we digress What a mess What I’d give to start again straight back in time Where’s the line? Turning tables of demise as I medicate Cause it’s late And my head just falls apart Sorry my friends, And my loves, my family, please be brave and rest With the knowledge that I really tried my best To overcome this affliction, this disease I never wanted you to feel burdened by me Are we lazy? Are we liars? Or just cloaking our mistakes to put out fires? Are we mired? In our cold ways of old Because how we’re wired And so tired Then resigned to day by day Until we expire Take me higher Oh my head just falls apart Sorry my friends, And my loves, my family, please be brave and rest With the knowledge that I really tried my best To overcome this affliction, this disease How I wanted you to believe in me again Life is crazy Sometimes It’s so hard to know how we got here as we digress What a mess What I’d give to start again straight back in time Where’s the line? Turning tables of demise as I medicate Cause it’s late And my head just falls apart Sorry my friends, And my loves, my family, please be brave and rest With the knowledge that I really tried my best To overcome this affliction, this disease How I wanted you to believe in me… Again, again, I never meant… Life is crazy, oh Sometimes, sometimes And we lose our way, Sometimes, sometimes I never meant to take The fall, the fall I’m so sorry And I love you all
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Where Have We Gone? If life’s a dream? Then when’s the dawn? Or have we been here all along? What if our memory betrays us? Is this the way it goes? Yeah, who are we? Where have we gone? Who will we be before long? If we don’t know, why do we claim to see? Cause what if we’ve been wrong? Do we know, That we still know nothing? And what do you say To the ones that you love When it’s not okay? Cause it’s not okay What’s in store? You still want more? Again and again Oh now where do we turn? The ouroboros shows That we still haven’t learned It bruised our throats But we slipped the noose Falling down, there go our shoes Our minds are frail as fate forsakes us Is this the way it goes? Yeah, who are we? Where have we gone? Who will we be before long? If we don’t know, why do we claim to see? Must we all belong? Travel on Go see the sights you’re set on But what is to show? The flashing lights and the glow? The wandering streets? Or the seeds below? Take your bow And make it count You never can know Exactly what may follow Amidst the highs and lows Of the ebb and flow The past has passed What’s done is done Oh my god, it went so wrong What happened to orchestration? Is this the way it goes? The universe Is in our hands Falling through like grains of sand And swirling now, the ground surrounds us Off and away we go With flailing limbs There go our shoes Battered down, but still we move Breaking ground, Earth will embrace us Beyond when breathe subdues So from our pain, A jaded truth Relative to me and you When we love, how we can lose But that’s what keeps us true Is life a dream? Is love a song? The force that carries us along? All I know is we miss you every day I miss you all the time...

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Phantom Limb is the story of two brothers, Dan and Randy Kalish who, in growing up together, were innately best friends. After becoming musicians in their high school years, it only made sense that they would eventually band together to write and play music. So, with many years in the making, they began the recording process for their debut album in the beginning of 2015. However, in May of 2016, at the age of 29, Randy abruptly passed away...

Phantom Limb is the continuation of this story. The band's name, being defined as a sensation that a missing limb is still in fact there, was born out of this situation. In 2019, Dan finished and released their debut album, Beauty In Chaos, which features music that both brothers collaborated on, before and after death. The album name speaks to this process of learning to not just live again after having the ground ripped from beneath your feet, but to actively seek the beauty in each and every moment of the storms that beset us all.

Even in death, Randy's music continues to permeate through the veil, as Dan integrates both new and old ideas into Phantom Limb, allowing Randy to be an ongoing partner in the writing process.

***Beauty In Chaos is dedicated to the memory and spirit of Randy Kalish. We love you beyond all time and space, brother.

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released June 18, 2019

All songs written and performed by Dan and Randy Kalish

Recording Engineers: Colin Peterik, Brandon Pennington, Dan Kalish
Mixed by Dan Farnsworth with Gravity Studios
Mastered by Doug McBride with Gravity Studios

Album cover art by Nick Sgarioto and Dan Kalish

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Phantom Limb Chicago, Illinois

Phantom Limb is a Chicago area rock band playing an eclectic mix of alternative, punk, grunge, metal, indie and experimental music.

Dan Kalish: vocals, guitars, drums, bass, keys

Randy Kalish: guitars and bass
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